Monday, April 30, 2007

head hurts

washing the fucking dishes and my head hurts...
sweeping the fucking floor and my head hurts...
cleaning the shit and dirt and my head hurts...
eating insults, drinking torment and my head hurts...
watching myself die slowly day by the day and my head hurts...
watching him fucking others and my head hurt..
thrusting a dagger in my heart and my head hurt....
no more....

Saturday, April 28, 2007

BITCH

Loved her lot but she left me for the guy with all the riches
Damn, I thought she was different from the rest of the bitches
I pleaded you to settle with me, how hard I cried
I remember my feeble attempts to win you back how hard I tried
Yep you broke my heart. Laughed when I brought you cheap gifts
You bitch! I worked my ass off for you, went through so many night shifts
All I wanted from you was love but you had a price!
I never imagined you to be a voracious slut oh what a surprise!
But all crap aside and fuck the pain I abide
I now hate you dear from me you have everything to fear
So be not proud of those eyes, which star like sparkle in the sky
Nor be proud that you can see, all hearts are captive while yours free
Love to pull those eyes off their sockets, leave you a bloody muddle
Going to rip the cold heart you got bitch, I never fuddle
Yeah call me an asshole call me a retard maybe I am stupid..
Going against love falling for the devil I can hear the crying cupid
But fuck em all I am through being a nice guy..
I am sick of working for bitches who eat my dough and are never shy
But when I am broke and I would choke all the girls split
Then I am worth shit, the crap on which they won’t even spit
Ok damn it all I am so pissed now I am going to get them all I can see how
I’ll start with my honey, my last love that also turned out be a bitch
Opened up my bloody wounds, now all my stitches itch
So my dear be happy with the garnet I got you, the one you took and left
But be not proud of the ruby you wear, my tears and pain went with that theft
The ruby would last to be a precious stone…
When I mutilate your face and all your world of beauty is gone…