Friday, May 25, 2007

Slipknot


Slip knot is for me the sole meaning of heavy metal music. I've grown up listening to them .. and the band and thier stance on life influence me to be the decent person i am now!! ;)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Retard

.....mike check... 1..1... 2...2 screw you!! here we go....


Want to see me go nuts, cut my wrist and bleed
Slash my hairs blow my brains and scream!

Don’t get me wrong I am not that retard maybe a little sick
I like to scratch myself with blades, watching myself bleed is a real kick.

Dad beats the shit out of me with his bat, moms never there
Now when I beat the friendly dog to a bloody pulp people get scare

I don’t smile like crazy when I cut my fingers, I cry
Just like when I killed my fag dad, set in flames, his body to fry

Damn I am a mentally sick freak on the run, the cop after me now
Where were they when I get my ass kicked they missed my screams somehow.

Yeah I won’t cry like a bitch. Nobody gives a fuck about anyone.
So what if I was battered as a kid, I was always wicked and one

Wished as hell mom was there when I mutilated dad.
Would have slit her throat crack her head but my bad..

The bitch never at home, always gone for her booze, her drug shot
My only wish now is to beat her bloody, bury her alive to rot.

Damn the fucking cops shot me twice I like it!
I love to see blood and now blood I would spit

Going to die! Finally I would go to hell I heard a lot about it
They rebuke you there; torment your soul it’s my kind of shit!

Oh before I die I have one advice to brothers like me, last thing to say
If you guys kill your folks, get your ass out of town don’t be a retard like me and stay!

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Fucking lady

fucking pins and needles lady,
fuck can't help myself
I have a sick mind lady
fucking right i killed your baby...
hate me? fuck u! better try to suffocate me!
my lady is a fuked up whore..
put a axe in her back....
sent her to a fucking tour...
fuck you and lady i do too...
hate is fucking great
fucking lady! i heard her
she cries " you muderer!"
fuck you as you made me who i am
damn hypocrisy and your fucking scam...
fucking tired fucking losing cool...
fuck off i am out fucking lady's rules...

Monday, April 30, 2007

head hurts

washing the fucking dishes and my head hurts...
sweeping the fucking floor and my head hurts...
cleaning the shit and dirt and my head hurts...
eating insults, drinking torment and my head hurts...
watching myself die slowly day by the day and my head hurts...
watching him fucking others and my head hurt..
thrusting a dagger in my heart and my head hurt....
no more....

Saturday, April 28, 2007

BITCH

Loved her lot but she left me for the guy with all the riches
Damn, I thought she was different from the rest of the bitches
I pleaded you to settle with me, how hard I cried
I remember my feeble attempts to win you back how hard I tried
Yep you broke my heart. Laughed when I brought you cheap gifts
You bitch! I worked my ass off for you, went through so many night shifts
All I wanted from you was love but you had a price!
I never imagined you to be a voracious slut oh what a surprise!
But all crap aside and fuck the pain I abide
I now hate you dear from me you have everything to fear
So be not proud of those eyes, which star like sparkle in the sky
Nor be proud that you can see, all hearts are captive while yours free
Love to pull those eyes off their sockets, leave you a bloody muddle
Going to rip the cold heart you got bitch, I never fuddle
Yeah call me an asshole call me a retard maybe I am stupid..
Going against love falling for the devil I can hear the crying cupid
But fuck em all I am through being a nice guy..
I am sick of working for bitches who eat my dough and are never shy
But when I am broke and I would choke all the girls split
Then I am worth shit, the crap on which they won’t even spit
Ok damn it all I am so pissed now I am going to get them all I can see how
I’ll start with my honey, my last love that also turned out be a bitch
Opened up my bloody wounds, now all my stitches itch
So my dear be happy with the garnet I got you, the one you took and left
But be not proud of the ruby you wear, my tears and pain went with that theft
The ruby would last to be a precious stone…
When I mutilate your face and all your world of beauty is gone…